Ryan’s Love for His Son
Seeing my son tomorrow
that's the only gift I could ask for ever :)
Ry- Lee- Jo
To lie that I can't stress this situation
enough is true I can't Stop thinking of you, rylen I miss you sooo much words
can't describe this horrible feeling, I feel like I failed you...
Seeing the love of my life tomorrow yea rylen
lettts gooo :)
The chances of full custody for my son, let's
say I'm Praying and doing everything I can to be there for him
I'm excited I see my best friend who never
fails me makes me laugh makes me feel like he's exactly like me,yea rylen I
can't wait to see you Saturday :)
Nothing better then the words " I love
you" and I will never stop saying that to my son :)
My tears for my son are never wasted...
The 1st time I see my son in two weeks what
does he do walk up give me the best hug ever. He hasn't forgotten who I am I'm
so relieved. Love you rylen :)
I just want to be a FATHER!!!!
I am going to be a good Damn father I'm going
to be a loyal family man I will also be a great firefighter, beat me bash on me
otherwise or try to ruin me because in the end I fuel off your hatred :)
I have a heart I have a soul, my names Ryan and
I just want to be a father.
Tonight will be the coldest night...
I been missing you the skies are so blue. I look up at the moon wishing you
could see it with me. The laughter the smiles the tears the joy we bring
together is irreplaceable. When I think of you I always laugh your just a mere
image of who I am...
I inspire to be the best I can I desire
to be the best dad I can my dream is to make you my greatest thing... Rylen you
will be my eveything lil man we will rise
The suns shining I'm smiling I miss you rylen!
Can't give up wont give up. Rylen we will spend
our time together like b4, we can laugh cry and smile away just like all the
other days...
You know your loved when your son calls you at
this time asking you to come over :)
The best thing anyone's ever said to me...
Me: rylen I gotta go I love you.
Rylen: I love you more dad
This is what I live for!
Last night at 10:30 pm
Me: rylen its time to sleep.
Rylen: how about lets wrestle, then he lunges at me
Me: rylen no its sleepy time
rylen: mom how about dad go to sleep and we wrestle!
Haha he's turning into me ahhhh
Best way to end the night is having my son fall
asleep by me while his hands in my face nothing beats that!
So apparently rylen wants another brother why?
" because he would name him rylen and it would be funny if I or his mom
called his name and they both came at the same time. What a goof ball love him!
The laughs the the smiles the endless times
with all my friends including my best friend (Rylen) something I wont forget
ever :)
Rylen runs into the water realizes Its cold being the beach
n all rylen: shivering, dad can you hold me
Eating sour patch kids with my son= the life :)
me: shaking my protein shake in the bottle,
Rylen: dad whats that. me: its a protein shake that makes you have big muscles.
Rylen: umm dad can i have some, so i hand it to him and he likes its mixed with
water whos copying me oh thats right my best friend Love you :)
Time to see the Lil man tonight at 12 am he
will be 3, three years of solid smiles is all I seen from him takes after his
dad :)
Going to see my son I'm excited why Cause we
double the trouble!
my goals
1. Be the best father ever and own a house with kids that are totally like me
2.become a firefighter
3.Be a better bball player then Spencer
Piller
4. Own a motorcycle at some point in life.
but these are long term goals (expect the first
one) so until then I will kick my feet up put the beats on and smile to this
song
Who needs girls when I got a perfect wonderful
boy who can have my attention anytime :)
As I'm reading to rylen he's putting his
ironman toy I'm front of me, then I ask him " does iron man need
attention"? His response, yes.....! Wait dad what does attention mean? Me,
" you know when babies cry and the momma has to take care of em that's
attention the babies want that..., rylen OH!
Love ya little man :)
Me, rylen your Mr incredible. Rylen" no
dad I'm not gigleing, me okay Dash, rylen no dad I'm rylen! Haha oh are you a
big boy? No I'm an old boy dad!
Say what there's 2 dogs in the house rylen will
love this when he sees me
Love you son aka cookaracha!!!
The one wish I ask for, on june 10th the day my
sons birthday is that I get to spend it with him hug him love him and smile
with him thats all I want this year more then anything!
Ryan’s Words of Wisdom
the girl you just smiled to, has had serve self confidence
issues after her mother told her shes fat. The kid you asked how he is doing
and said "Good', lied his fathers been severely beating him. The friend
you stayed up late with talking about her issues, would of killed her self if
she didnt have someone like you. The guy that you thinks has had everything in
his life handed to him, really didnt He got beat up
as a kid and picked on, until he decided to stick to learning only and got a
degree that would put you to shame... all these things we do as people can help
or put one down so next time you see someone smile and ask how they are,
showing the slightest caring feeling goes a long way no one wants to die alone
When someone tells me to
give up, I keep going. When someone tells me to Stop caring I start sharing,
when someone cries I open my arms... Upon all of this I am a loving father and
always will be
If your ever lost, look in the mirror the truth
ain't far away the scars never fade away the heart turns blacker day by day
don't expose who you are unless you know who you are. Until then keep looking
in the mirror again and again...
And we said we would love forever, let's be
real that didn't last forever, but the kid we had will last forever...
To become the bigger person and cut your losses
on things isn't admiting defeat, but taking ownership of what happened and
making the best of what your dealt in life
Tell a woman every day she's beautiful and she
will feel it, kiss her everyday and she will want one everyday, most of all be
her best friend everyday and she will always be your friend everyday.
It's funny how people tell you to follow your
dreams but they also try to block you from achieving your dreams, but shoot I'm
a shooting star I'm aiming to get far from just dreams miracles baby miracles
Karma comes around when you point the finger at
someone and play that blame game, you eventually will find yourself pointing in
the mirror to youur own relflection.
I could sit here and bitch and complain about
life..., but guess what I aint. I will just change up my game plan and be even
better then b4
The ugly truth is in the mirror, and you should
look in it might give you something to reflect upon.
To be a critique of someone; means you better
be able to critique yourself to.
there is always two sides to the story ones the
truth and ones a lie...
Bash me tell me I'm not even close to perfect,
try to make me feel like my days should amount to greatness. Truth is n my mind
I'm perfect and I amount to everything I have wanted to
Don't let someones define you by your color of
skin, define yourself by who you are truly, some people just don't know who
they are n hate to admit it.
We all search for love only to sit there and wonder
how will I get this... The truth is you will never get it love isn't something
you feel a person is tho so when someone can touch you powerfuly enough to care
for them don't let it go as long As its right!
Its interesting how humans work, we say we have
friends/best friends, but when a girl comes around we change how we act look
and talk, now I understand obviously adding a new factor to your life promotes
some change but sometimes I hate to say it "it's not the best
change".....
I keep pushing to be the best I can be despite
what others judge or think about me #meatmyfinest
Everyone one has problems, its just how you
solve them that matters
Success requires determination n that required
dedication and that requires goals. Just think endless possibilities all within
You!
I believe if you can put yourself in a hard
spot or place then you are definetly capable of getting yourself out of it.
In order to achieve goals you gotta put in
work. Results don't happen over night, but dedication is What can happen
anytime!
I'm way to Nice and forgiving... seriously I
hate it but I'll always be me..
The best feeling is gaining the confidence to
say or do things you would not do normally
People a relationship shouldn't make you happy,
but a slur pee should it sends chills to your brain only cost a $1.69 and it
comes n a grape flavor soooooo dank
Words of encouragement can make ones day or can
even help lift them, after all there is such thing as good people they do exist
:)
Reach for the stars your goals are never ever
far, but you might have to do some work and extend ur arms to make it far!
If today was just a day and tomorrow will be
another day aren't you just glad you live another day ?
MY ambitions, MY goals, My life and My dreams,
have never diminished
It's funny how we can easily blame others for
our problems, but never own up and say I learned my lesson. I know I did and it
ain't happening again!
Ryan’s Love for His Family and Friends
Today Im feeling thankful so heres my S/O thank
you Amy
Johnson for all the help you have given me and the way you shaped
me, thank you Timothy Davis For toughing me up at times n making me who I am haha,
thank you Melissa Jones
Davis for our continuous up and downs I have learned how to
better cope with things in life. ben, thanks for the fun times when I was mad
you read my mind like crazy, Melanie Boyle Thank you for everything I havent ever and will never
forget you STINKER! I also would like to thank all the ppl in my life my
friends you know who you are the supports been great and im not giving up dont
worry this star will shine even if it shoots up and down..
I am so thankful for my Lil family I got and
for the Chengs and pillers I got in my life Its all you really need :)
Dear, friends and family I would like to thank you for all the support and birthday wishes you have given me this year hasn't been easy, but with all your laughs and smiles it has made it a fun year and I thank you for it!
